I’m just sitting on Sarah’s computer waiting for her to finish showering, I should probably be getting ready but like the true procrastinator I am I shall instead sit here and roam tumblr.
I’ve decided to take more of an interest in my twitter, soo
@epicashleyis, follow me, I follow back :*
I had a great time at the CAC Medical Center today, it was great singing for all the elderly people. They were so nice and they looked like they had fun. I loved how all of them would talk about their grandchildren.
I’m also still slackin’ with my computer time, if I’m not on xbox I’m sleeping and if I’m not sleeping I’m doing homework. I’m thinking about just filling up my queve.
Oh, and 7 days until candlelight!
14 days until my birthday,
14 days until I get my money and waste it on clothes.
Just got home from watching The Rum Diary with Sarah and ET.
I’m still trying to decide if it was worth 11 dollars, it was amusing but we felt like it was two hours about nothing so. I’m exhausted though, so goodnight tumblr.
Perhaps, it was the catchy lyrics by Safety Suit but it just hit me that I’m turning seventeen next month. Soon I’ll be a senior, and what have I done with my life? I’ve spent the last four years avoiding everyone and everything.
If anything, this is the time to take risks. And I’m doing everything but that, because I’d rather be alone than be hurt by someone. I shouldn’t let something that happened to me in Middle School hold me back from doing what I want. I want to try to be different, to not live in fear of pain but to “live life to the fullest” as some would say.
Although, that’s easier said than done.